this is my life….

im stating all over again,back to basic.i lost everything n im hopng n waiting for God’s replacement.

Na na na na na na
Na na na na na
Na na na na na na
Na na na na na

I guess I just lost my husband
I don’t know where he went
So I’m gonna drink my money
I’m not gonna pay his rent (nope)
I’ve got a brand new attitude,
And I’m gonna wear it tonight
I’m gonna get in trouble
I wanna start a fight

Na na na na na
I wanna start a fight
Na na na na na
I wanna start a fight

[Chorus]
So,
So what I’m still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don’t need you
And guess what
I’m havin more fun
And now that were done
I’m gona show you tonight
I’m alright
I’m just fine
And you’re a tool so
So what
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don’t want you tonight

Unh Check my flow Uohhh

The waiter just took my table
And gave it to Jessica Simps
(Shit! )
I guess I’ll go sit with drum boy
At least hell know how to hit
(Oops)
What if this flops on the radio,
Then somebodys gonna die! haha
I’m going to get in trouble,
My ex will start a fight

Na na na na
He’s gonna to start a fight
Na na na na
We’re all gonna
To get into a fight

[Chorus]
So,
So what I’m still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don’t need you
And guess what
I’m havin more fun
And now that were done
I’m gona show you tonight
I’m alright
I’m just fine
And you’re a tool so
So what
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don’t want you tonight

You weren’t fair
You never were
You want it all but that’s not fair
I gave you life
I gave my all
You weren’t there, you let me fall

[Chorus]
So, so what I’m still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don’t need you
And guess what
I’m havin more fun
And now that were done
I’m gona show you tonight
I’m alright
I’m just fine
And you’re a tool so
So what
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don’t want you tonight

No no
No no, I don’t want you tonight
You weren’t there
I’m gona show you tonight
I’m alright
I’m just fine
And you’re a tool so
So what
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don’t want you tonight

Ba da da da pffftt

Beyonce: The heart is stronger than you think
It’s like it can go through anything
And even when you think it can’t it finds a way to still push on, though

Carrie: Sometimes you want to run away
Ain’t got the patience for the pain
And if you don’t believe it look into
your heart the beat goes on

Rihanna: I’m tellin’ you
Miley:Things get better
Rihanna: Through
Miley:whatever
Rihanna:If you fall, dust it off, don’t let up

Nicole: Don’t you know you can go be your own miracle

Beyonce: You need to know

(CHORUS)
Sheryl: If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up

EVERYONE: Who are we to be
questioning, wondering what is what
Don’t give up
THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

Fergie: It’s like we all have better days
Problems getting all up in your face

Leona: Just because you go through it

Fergie: Don’t mean it got to take control, no

Leona: You ain’t gotta find no hiding place

Keyshia: Because the heart can beat the hate

Leona: Don’t wanna let your mind keep playin’ you

Keyshia: And sayin’ you can’t go on

Rihanna: I’m tellin’ you that

Rihanna: I’m tellin’ you
Miley:Things get better
Rihanna: Through
Miley: Whatever
Rihanna: If you fall
Miley: Dust if off, don’t let up

Natasha: Don’t you know you
Can go
Be your own

Carrie: You need to know

Ensemble: (CHORUS)
All:If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough
Melissa:oh,i’ve had enough All:But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up
Melissa:no,don’t you give up All:Who are we to be
questioning, wondering what is what
Don’t give up
Melissa:Don’t give up,just stand up All:Through it all,just stand up Melissa:Just stand up All:THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

Mary: You don’t gotta be a prisoner in your mind

Ciara: If you fall, dust it off

Mary: You can live your life

Rihanna/Carrie: Yeah

Mary: Let your heart be your guide

Rihanna/Carrie: Yeah yeah yeah

Mariah: And you will know that you’re good if you trust in the good

Ashanti: Everything will be alright, yeah
Light up the dark, if you follow your heart

Mary: And it will get better

Mariah: Through whatever

(CHORUS)
If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up
Who are we to be
questioning, wondering what is what
Don’t give up
THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up
Who are we to be
questioning, wondering what is what
Don’t give up
THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

Fergie: You got it in you, find it within
You got in now, find it within now
You got in you, find it within
You got in now, find it within now
You got in you, find it within
Find it within you, find it within
Everyone: THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP

Someday you're gonna realize
One day you'll see this through my eyes
By then I won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if I can't

I know
You don't really see my worth
You think you're the last guy on Earth
Well I've got news for you
I know I'm not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long

Chorus

Cause someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, someday

Right now
I know you can tell
I'm down, and I'm not doing well
But one day these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry
Sweet goodbye

Chorus

Cause someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday,
I know someone's gonne be there

Someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday

its just like an ordinary day for me during our review one saturday afternoon. i never thought it could happen to me cuz i felt very okay,its just happened.its just like a wake up call for me when our lecturer suddenly called my attention  and asked me  in the middle of his discussion if i am okay or if i am sick,damn! i felt embarrassed and worst  all of my co-reviewers wer lookin’ at me,curiously lukin’ at me..what the…..

i was unconsciously asleep during his discussion,ggrrrr…(la jud ko kahibaw na nakatug na d i ko using my ryt hand) sa kadaghan namo y ako paman jud iya nakit-an,huhuhuuhuhuh felt so..ssoo…embarrassed when he called my attention,i don’t wanna let it happened again, never again.so wat i did, i tok it as a challenge kumbaga a wake up call na siguro,wake up call for everything, i should have set my mind set my goals in life,haiz…i was totally depressed that time,thanks to God he gave me some friends who will always be there for me give me some inspirational advise n will enlightens my mind to study more n more.. haiz…rock n roll.it is not easy after all esp. when u  unconsciously fall asleep,hahahahah…wake up sleepyhead!!! damn..

I never believed in love
I was deceived by love
I never had much luck with lovers before…

And I couldn’t compete
I seemed just part of the street
To be walked on by everyone but then

Then, I found a very special love in you
It’s a feeling that’s so totally new
Over and over, it’s burning inside
And I found a very special love in you
And it almost breaks me in two
Squeezing me tighter
But I’m never gonna let go…

You’re not like the rest
I know you’re one of the best
You give more than you should and take nothing in return

Stay always with me
And I always will be
The one person that you can count on always to love you

And I found a very special love in you
It’s a feeling that’s so totally new
Over and over, it’s burning inside
And I found a very special love in you
And it almost breaks me in two
Squeezing me tighter
But I’m never gonna let go

And I Found a very special love in you
It’s a feeling that’s so totally new
Over and over, it’s burning inside
I found a very special love in you
And it almost breaks me in two
Squeezing me tighter
But I’m never gonna let go…

No sir, well I don’t wanna be the blame, not anymore
It’s your turn, so take a seat we’re settling the final score
And why do we like to hurt, so much?

I can’t decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong

That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating
And that’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you’re not here
Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn
Oh why, all the possibilities I’m sure you’ve heard

That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)
And that’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

Hey, make your way to me, to me
And I’ll always be just so inviting
If I ever start to think straight
This heart will start a riot in me
Let’s start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

That’s what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa

That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

Now I can’t trust myself with anything but this
And that’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

wud up? its been a long time that i never wrote anything in my blog.
well here i am once again, anything new? uhhmm im crazy in love..blleehhhh
hehehehe found him, who? secret…hihihi.. wanna know? hhmm
LOML (love of my life) someone i’m gonna call mine
never expect that he’ll come, never expect that he will found me, I’m just waiting that someone wud knock on my lonely heart and make it as a whole and wow perfect it fits.damn i like the feeling of being in love,
hehehe im not a member of nbsb anymore wahahaha.(blehh)
never felt this way before,he’s the only one that ever made me melt.
i love him so much. .and i tHANK God for everything coz i ask him something then he gave me more than of what i ask , the best gift the best of everything.
honey mwahh mwahh thanks for coming in to my life, you complete me.
you’ve showed to me of what is love.i,m gonna love you til my heartbeat stop.
You are the one I cherish more than anything. i will never forget you in my whole damn life.
I love you more than you’ll ever see
More than my heart could ever show
I love you more than you’ll ever know..

is this for real?

hey wake me up!

is this really for real? two nights to go…

tomorrow were gonna have our rehearsal for our graduation.

time is so fast,hollyweek was over and then summer is here.

and next would be another life for me. facing the real  world,

real world where i can see myself working seriously,and mature enough to find solutions when problems arise,and independent in such a way that i can stand alone by myself,earning money on my own.

finding job..?? uuuggghhhh…real world…im scared.