addicted to negative thoughts
I’ve looked at d mirror, which i tried to avoid to rlv myself of unnecessary stress, i was a kind of pimple infested, 21 yrs old gal who wasn’t also very bright and wasn’t much of anything, really. as i looked into myself i felt so down, i am so dead! could still remember my c.i from college she said to me “poor soul”, really im totally dead. what the heck! what is happening to me, i always got this thoughts of being pessimistic, how can i get this thoughts out of my crazy damn head, can somebody out there help me pls….. i always have this prob. since i was young, i am totally addicted to negative thoughts and i knew it. pls…leave this poor soul of mine…youre so annoying! get out! i dont need you …your a waste…everytime i think of something new, for a change and for my own good, there’s a voice inside my head saying that i can never make it, you’ll never reach it, this negative thoughts always hunt me and role over my damn crazy head,,stupid. sometimes it might knock me down but i know i can get through this, i can do it by myself, its gonna be the battle between me and myself…eerrr
