this is my life….

once upon a time thats how they begin
the stories we are told as kids
and they always ened happily evere after
our parents tell us these stories to chase away bad dreams
we spend our lives dreaming of these stories
hoping they are true
we look for our prince charming to ride up on his white horse
hoping he will take away the pain
until we find out that happily ever after is not real
once upon a time is just a fairy tail
love doesnt always last
the pain always comes back

We all want to fall in love. Why?
Because that experience makes us feel completely alive,
where every sense is heightened,
and every emotion is magnified.
Our everyday reality is shattered
and we are flung into the heavens.
It may only last a moment, an hour, or an afternoon,
but that doesn’t diminish its value,
because we are left with memories
that we treasure for the rest of our lives.

SOMEWHERE IN BETWEEN

Somewhere between the procrastination and the homework. 
The incessant forwards and the new friendships.  The nasty
dorm food and the calls home complaining about roommates &
lovers…

Somewhere between the phone calls to old friends and
the "I miss you’s", the "I love you’s", and the "I can’t
wait to see you again’s".  Somewhere between all of the
changing & growing…

Somewhere between the classes and the skipping classes,
between the studying for tests, and the pretending to
study for tests, and the downright not studying for
tests…

I forgot. I forgot what it was like to be in high school.
I forgot what it meant to cry. I forgot that pretending to
be happy doesn’t make you happy.  And that pretending to
be smart doesn’t make you smart.

I forgot that you can’t just forget the past. I forgot
that you can’t control falling in love, and that you can’t
make yourself fall in love.
I learned that I can love. I learned that good food
doesn’t really seem great until you can’t have it anymore.

I noticed that I get along better with my mom now than
ever before.  And that wasn’t because she changed, but
because I changed.

I learned that going to university means making choices I
learned that it’s okay to mess up, it’s okay to ask for
help, and it’s okay to feel like crap.

I learned that sometimes the things you want most, you
just can’t have. I learned that the greatest thing about
university weren’t the parties, or the drinking, or the
hook-ups… It’s the chances. Taking the chances, and then
making the most of them.

I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget
about are the things which we most need to talk about. I
learned that once you get to university, things don’t
automatically get better… it’s what you make of them.

I learned that letters from friends are the most important
thing, and that sending cards to your friends makes you
feel better. I learned that friendships can change and
it’s ok for it to change, and as long as you both accept
these changes, you can still manage to be closer than
ever.

But, basically, I just learned that my friends, Both old
and new, Are the most important people to me in the world
And without them, I wouldn’t be who I am today. So this is
a thank you to all of my friends For always being there

well i already recieved d bad news yesterday and it pains me so much knowing that i have to………ah…okayy it’s confidential i think.   i don’t know and i have no idea yet, but that’s the reality that i must have to accept. everytime i sleep and till i woke up in my bed still i can’t accept the truth,it kills me so much. and shame on myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"unfaithful"

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Because it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

[Verse 1:]
He’s more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rollin’ in
Because I’m gone again
And to him I just can’t be true

[Bridge:]
And I know that he knows I’m unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dyin’

[Chorus:]
I don’t wanna do this anymore
I don’t wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don’t wanna hurt him anymore
I don’t wanna take away his life
I don’t wanna be…a murderer

[Verse 2:]
I feel it in the air
As I’m doin’ my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I’m gonna be out late
I say I won’t be long
Just hangin’ with the girls
A lie I DID’NT have to tell
Because we both know
Where I’m about to go
And we know it very well

[Bridge:]
‘Cause I know that he knows I’m unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dyin’

[Chorus:]
I don’t wanna do this anymore
I don’t wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don’t wanna hurt him anymore
I don’t wanna take away his life
I don’t wanna be…a murderer

Our love … his trust
I might as well take a gun
And put it to his head
Get it over with
I don’t wanna do this…anymore

Oooohhh…anymore

[Chorus:]
I don’t wanna do this anymore
I don’t wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don’t wanna hurt him anymore
I don’t wanna take away his life
I don’t wanna be…a murderer

Oooohhh

…a murderer
No no no
Yeah yeah

haayyy…kinabuhing estudyante…..kefoy ug himo sa requirements….waaaaahhhh…finals na fud…..waaahhhh…naa pa jud research….hu.hu.hu.’la na pud tulog…..pimples na fud….!!!!!!! one thing i hate most is making IPPAO assessment.

"thousand miles"

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces passed
And I’m home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder….

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
‘Cause you know I’d walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

It’s always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me

‘Cause everything’s so wrong
And I don’t belong
Living in your
Precious memory

‘Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder….

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
‘Cause you know I’d walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

And I, I
Don’t want to let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don’t want to let this go
I, I
Don’t….

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces passed
And I’m home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd

And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder….

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
‘Cause you know I’d walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you…

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
‘Cause you know I’d walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
If I could
Just hold you
Tonight

THE ROSE 

Some say love it is a river that drowns the tender reed
Some say love …it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed…
Some say love it is a hunger…an endless aching need…

I say love…it is a flower and you it’s only seed….
It’s the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance…
It’s the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance….

It’s the one who won’t be taken…who cannot seem to give,…
And the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live….
When the night has been too lonely and the road has been too long.

And you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong…
Just REMEMBER in the winter far beneath ..the bitter snows…
Lies the seed that…with the sun’s LOVE..in the Spring becomes
***"the ROSE"***

hey someone wrote this.. i really like  the way she make poems!