this is my life….

Im upset cause im listening to sad music that right now i
wanna keep listening to. i have this thing where i dont
wanna turn it off. i should but i just dont want to.
I aint upset about anything in particular but im upset at
everything.

I wish I could cut my wrist & bleed

see the tiny red drops of my father dripping out of me

fiery red tears of hatred

slipping from my vein

taking out the anger

that I can’t explain

blood dripping

splattering

to the floor

I wish I was empty

I wish I could bleed no more

I’m glad I’m not you
but I wish I weren’t me
I’m sick of staring out these hollow eyes
that just refuse to see
sick of living in this hollow shell
soul dead years ago
mind still trapped in hell
so sick of walking through this hellish life
if only I had enough cowardice
to take my own life.

Jesus Take The Wheel

She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati

On a snow white Christmas Eve

Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat

Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline

It would been a long hard year

She had a lot on her mind and she didn’t pay attention

She was going way to fast

Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass

She saw both their lives flash before her eyes

She didn’t even have time to cry

She was sooo scared

She threw her hands up in the air

Jesus take the wheel

Take it from my hands

Cause I can’t do this all on my own

I’m letting go

So give me one more chance

To save me from this road I’m on

Jesus take the wheel

It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder

And the car came to a stop

She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock

And for the first time in a long time

She bowed her head to pray

She said I’m sorry for the way

I’ve been living my life

I know I’ve got to change

So from now on tonight

Jesus take the wheel

Take it from my hands

Cause I can’t do this all my own

I’m letting go

So give me one more chance

To save me from this road I’m on

Oh, Jesus take the wheel

Oh, I’m letting go

So give me one more chance

Save me from this road I’m on

From this road I’m on

Jesus take the wheel

Oh, take it, take it from me

Oh, why, oh

NOTE : READ FULLY THIS LOVE LETTER. DO NOT SKIP ANY LINES. HI! READ THIS LOVE LETTER……….IT`S SO FUNNY ! THIS IS A LOVE LETTER FROM A BOY TO A GIRL. HOWEVER, THE GIRL`S POP DOES NOT LIKE HIM AND WANT THEM TO STOP THEIR RELATIONSHIP…………..SO THE BOY WROTE THIS LETTER TO THE GIRL…….

" The great love that I had for u
is gone, and I find my dislike for you
grows everyday . When i see you ,
I do not even like your face ;
the one that I want to do is to
look at other girls . I never wanted to
marry you . Our last conversation
was very boring and has not
made me look forward of seeing you again.
You think only of yourself .
If we were married , I know that I would find
life very difficult , and I would have no
pleasure in living with you . I have a heart
to give , but it is not something
that I want to give it to you . No one is more
foolish and selfish than you , and you are not
able to care for me and help.
I sincerely want you to understand that
I speak the truth . You`ll do me a favour
if you end our relation . Do not try
to answer this . Yours letters are full of
things that do not interest me . you have no
true love for me . Good bye ! Believe me ,
I do not care for you . Please do not think that
I am still your Boyfriend ."

SO BAD…………. HOWEVER , THE BOY TOLD THE GIRL TO " READ BETWEEN THE LINES" , MEANING ONLY TO READ ONLY THE ODD NUMBERED LINES ! PLEASE READ IT , AGAIN ! …………. IT`S SO SMART ‘N’ SWEET…………