this is my life….

I don’t know what I want, so don’t ask me
Cause I’m still trying to figure it out
Don’t know what’s down this road, I’m just walking
Trying to see through the rain coming down
Even though I’m not the only one
Who feels the way I do

I’m alone, on my own, and that’s all I know
I’ll be strong, I’ll be wrong, oh but life goes on
I’m just a girl, trying to find a place in
This world

Got the radio on, my old blue jeans
And I’m wearing my heart on my sleeve
Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine
Could you tell me what more do I need
And tomorrow’s just a mystery, oh yeah
But that’s ok

Maybe I’m just a girl on a mission
But I’m ready to fly

With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes,
I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do.
You’re an angel disguised.

And you’re lying real still,
but your heart beat is fast just like mine.
And the movie’s long over,
that’s three that have passed, one more’s fine.

Will you stay awake for me?
I don’t wanna miss anything
I don’t wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I’ll give you my heart on a string,
I just don’t wanna miss anything.

I’m trying real hard not to shake. I’m biting my tongue,
but I’m feeling alive and with every breathe that I take,
I feel like I’ve won. You’re my key to survival.

And if it’s a hero you want,
I can save you. Just stay here.
Your whispers are priceless.
Your breathe, it is dear. So please stay near.

Will you stay awake for me?
I don’t wanna miss anything
I don’t wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I’ll give you my heart on a string,
I just don’t wanna miss anything.

Say my name. I just want to hear you.
Say my name. So I know it’s true.
You’re changing me. You’re changing me.
You showed me how to live.
So just say. So just say,

That you’ll stay awake for me.
I don’t wanna miss anything.
I don’t wanna miss anything.
I will share the air I breathe,
I’ll give you my heart on a string,
I just don’t wanna miss anything

I’ve looked at d mirror, which i tried to avoid to rlv myself of unnecessary stress, i was a kind of pimple infested, 21 yrs old gal who wasn’t also very bright and wasn’t much of anything, really. as i looked into myself i felt so down, i am so dead! could still remember my c.i from college she said to me “poor soul”, really im totally dead. what the heck! what is happening to me, i always got this thoughts of being pessimistic, how can i get this thoughts out of my crazy damn head, can somebody out there help me pls….. i always have this prob. since i was young, i am totally addicted to negative thoughts and i knew it. pls…leave this poor soul of mine…youre so annoying!  get out! i dont need you …your a waste…everytime i think of something new, for a change and for my own good, there’s a voice inside my head saying that i can never make it, you’ll never reach it, this negative thoughts always hunt me and role over my damn crazy head,,stupid. sometimes it might knock me down but i know i can get through this, i can do it by myself, its gonna be the battle between  me and myself…eerrr

(Jai Ho)
(Jai Ho)I got (I got) shivers (shivers),
When you touch away,
I’ll make you hot,
Get all you got,
I’ll make you wanna say (Jai Ho)

(Jai Ho)

I got (I got) fever (fever),
Running like a fire,
For you I will go all the way,
I wanna take you higher (Jai Ho)
I keep it steady
Cuz steady is how I feel it.
This beat is heavy, so heavy,
You gon feel it.

(Jai Ho)You are the reason that I breathe,(Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I still believe,(Jai Ho)
You are my destiny,
Jai Ho! Uh-uh-uh-oh!
(Jai Ho)No there is nothing that can stop us(Jai Ho)
Nothing can ever come between us,(Jai Ho)
So come and dance with me,
Jai Ho! (oohh)

Catch me, catch me, catch me, come and catch me,
I want you now,
I know you can save me, come and save me,
I need you now.
I am yours forever, yes, forever,
I will follow,
Anywhere in anyway,
Never gonna let go.

Jai Ho

(Jai Ho) Escape (escape) away (away),
I’ll take you to a place,
This fantasy of you and me,
I’ll never lose the chase. (Jai Ho)

Yeaahhhh (Jai Ho) Yeaahhhh

I can (I can) feel you (feel you),
Rushing through my veins,
There’s an notion in my heart,
I will never be the same.

(Jai Ho)Just keep it burnin’, yeah baby,
Just keep it comin’, (Jai Ho)
You’re gonna find out, baby,
I’m one in a million.

(Jai Ho)You are the reason that I breathe,(Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I still believe,(Jai Ho)
You are my destiny,
Jai Oh! Uh-uh-uh-oh!

(Jai Ho)No there is nothing that can stop us(Jai Ho)
Nothing can ever come between us(Jai Ho)
So come and dance with me,
Jai Ho! (oohh) (You and me, it’s destiny)

Catch me, catch me, catch me, come and catch me,
I want you now,
I know you can save me, come and save me,
I need you now.
I am yours forever, yes, forever,
I will follow,
Anywhere in anyway,
Never gonna let go.

Jai Ho (Yeeeaaahh), Jai Ho (Yeeeaaahh), Jai Ho

I need you,
Gonna make it,(Jai Ho)
I’m ready,
So take it!

(Jai Ho)You are the reason that I breathe,(Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I still believe,(Jai Ho)
You are my destiny,
Jai Oh! Uh-uh-uh-oh!

(Jai Ho)No there is nothing that can stop us,(Jai Ho)
Nothing can ever come between us,(Jai Ho)
So come and dance with me,
Jai Ho! (oohh) (You and me, it’s destiny)

Jai Ho!

Baila baila!
Baila baila!

Jai Ho!

Baila baila!

Jai Ho!

I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I’m gonna to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s The Climb

The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
I mean I know it
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
[ The Climb lyrics from http://www.lyricsyoulove.com/ ]
Just keep pushing on,

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I’m gonna to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It’s all about
It’s all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

holy week once again is fast approching by ds time wanna have some penitence i should have done ds wen d ash wed.starts bt then again its not late yet..wiw..penitence…its a feeling of regret for one’s sins or misdeeds anyway i started a little according to them the news said u have to refrain from wat u hav used to and one is  net surfing,but it depends to a person,but for me i have to, not just net surfing coz i jz surf sometym,anyways im not using my cellphne anymore cz i dont have load d whole year (hehe) i jz use my mom’s cp if needed.no more  dvd’s or movies bt i jz cant live without music esp. myx anyway its jz only for lent season(im gonna miss d myx daily top ten n d vj’s) n oh.. ahhmm….i hate chocolates by now no more sweets,..its bad for my health.wt else…no more riding on vesicles jz walk.tv.foods..talking about foods i have to refrain about some good n nice foods that i used to eat..i hope god will forgive me , confessions is done n wtever sins i have done i guess i already paid some.bt dn again God knows evrything and God is enough for me.i wanna serve him n follow his path,i know he will guide me and i still have mission to be accomplished i know ds s his will and his will will be done on earth.i hope d task that his given to me will give me strength n make me wise n mature enough to face all the way as i build n guide the youth along the way.

Guess this means you’re sorry
You’re standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
What you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you’d never come back
But here you are again
Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you
Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin’ to pick a fight
I know that I’ve got issues
But you’re pretty messed up too
Anyway, I found out I’m nothing without you
Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you
Being with you is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn’t miss you, but I can’t let go
Oh yeah
Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

Down to you,
You’re pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don’t know what I,
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should have never thought
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should have never thought of you, of you

You’re pushing and pulling me down to you,
But I don’t know what I want,
No I don’t know what I want

You got it, you got it,
Some kind of magic
Hypnotic, hypnotic,
You’re leaving me breathless
I hate this, I hate this,
You’re not the one I believe in
With God as my witness

Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself,
From saying something that I should have never thought
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself,
From saying something that I should have never thought of you, of you

You’re pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don’t know what I want
No I don’t know what I want

Don’t know what I want
But I know it’s not you
Keep pushing and pulling me down,
But I know in my heart it’s not you

Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself,
From saying something that I should have never thought
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself,
From saying something that I should have never thought of you
I knew, I know in my heart it’s not you
I knew, but now I know what I want, I want, I want,
Oh no, I should have never thought

And I said,
“Romeo save me - I’ve been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in thy head? I don’t know what to think-”

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Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I’ll be waiting; all there’s left to do is run.
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess
It’s a love story - baby just say ‘Yes.’”

“Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I’ll be waiting; all there’s left to do is run.
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess
It’s a love story - baby just say ‘Yes.’

Romeo save me - they’re tryin’ to tell me how to feel;
This love is difficult, but it’s real.
Don’t be afraid; we’ll make it out of this mess.
It’s a love story - baby just say “Yes.’”

Oh.

I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin’ around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town,……..

once upon atime in a castle in a land far far away their live me…and im a star of d rest of d story.hihihi y did i let myself blv n a fairytale,cz happy ending never exist,that a lovely princess turned into a witch bringing her broom and a prince has turned into a slimmy uggly toad.yeah yeah thats only a story.they say u’l kissed the wrong frog before finding the real one,well i hope  somebody n someday d real prince will kiss d princess n turned bak again into a real princess not a witch forever.